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Dancing with your ghost

 by Leah Berry

“One, two, three, one, two, three, one-” Henry groaned and hung his head as he messed up the step  once more. On one of his desks, the gramophone kept playing reminding him of what a failure he was. “You’ve got this, Henry, you can-”

“Finally gone insane?” It was Aries, of course it was. Henry couldn’t go one day without the annoying younger man ruining it.

“You’re not wanted, Aries.”

He leant against the doorframe, arms crossed, dressed in formal robes like he owned no slacks or a button-up shirt. “Well neither are you, up here in solitude.” He sauntered into Henry’s room, uninvited. “You’re terrible at this, aren’t you?”

“Never would have guessed.” Sighed Henry. When he made another mistake after restarting the record, he stomped his foot. “Dammit!”

Aries clicked his tongue to the roof of his mouth and entered Henry’s personal space. “Here.” He positioned his hand up and the other around an imaginary hip. “I’ll lead to start.”

“What are you doing.” Henry demanded.

“Clearly you’re too incompetent to teach yourself.” Cautiously, Henry took Aries’ hand and placed his other gently on his shoulder.

In the glistening, glass-roof ballroom, Henry floated around with his mother on the dance floor, never missing a step and smiling the whole time. He managed a conversation without faltering. Behind his mother’s head, Aries stood with one hand behind his back and his onyx robes with silver accents extenuating his beautifully grey eyes.

Unfortunately, as two heirs to the most noble houses, they were forced to dance. “Seems like your dance teacher was the best money could buy.” Aries joked.

“Was that a joke? Never knew he had a sense of humour.”

“It’s because I don’t like you.” Aries shone his fake smile and fought down the urge to scowl.

“Yet here you are.” Henry was the one left smiling that night. (After they snuck away and danced some more.)

They crossed paths frequently after, Henry noticed. They conversed in the kitchen, laughed in the libraries, babbled in their bedrooms, danced in the spare dining rooms. Life was bliss.

There was something there they never discussed, but both men felt the strong pull like the ocean does the moon. At every meal time they would miraculously wind up together, conveniently they chose the same time to begin their afternoon strolls. Life aligned like the planets.

Yet, as with planets, they are not always in perfect parallel. The night before Aries was sent away, they danced until their feet would fall off. They danced with such unison if the paintings were alive they would weep their oils.

The last Henry had heard of Aries he was on a ship, sailing for new lands along with his parents. It was a letter filled with regretful joy describing the awaiting adventures and how the sun will burn his pale complexion to a crisp. However, it was also a letter of sorrow as they would be parted far longer than either anticipated, than either thought they could endure.

Henry had to endure longer, however. A few nights later he received news, sat in one of many red cushioned and gold intricated painted living rooms, listening to the radio. Once the static voice uttered the words “no survivors”, Henry cried enough for the both of them.

A year or so later he was still grieving a love that could have been. There had been many balls since but Henry could never find it in himself to mingle or dance. Instead, he sat in the corner, mimicking the hand movements, like Aries was still there.

Aries danced on his own in his room like the very first time every night, and when his skin had wrinkled, his hair had greyed, and his children had grown, he felt the smallest of pressures on his shoulder. Delicate fingers, maybe. And he danced.